We shall see how unlucky this day superstition and weary minds is
tonight, we shall see how well we can survive, all in one piece, or pieces rather
i shall report more upon this matter soon
with love and agony i attend tonight's events,
<3
Friday, May 13, 2011
(Not) Seeing Eye To Eye
Staring deep into your vision pools, I see a beauty long forgotten
But now recognized and remembered and rebirthed into a new form
I melt as mineral metal heated among the flames of hell would as I venture into the new you
As the former soul has been corrupted and buried as close to hell as reality allows
Now you fill me with a white hot rage incapable of self control and logical thought
You are in danger
I cannot be accountable for my actions, this beast within witch you have unleashed
You disgust me
I Utterly abhor your self and horridly despise you and anything with your scent
Such and ugly odor that not even shit covered, slop-eating swine can stand your stench
You break hearts and spirits all while playing innocent, a victim of the game
Well no longer shall I sit by and allow these atrocities to be unleashed on the poor beings with you so righteously destroy for your own selfish agenda
Im madly and eternally in love with who you used to be, but this new wretch, this chemical ex-lover, she is not so elegant, but rather a hideous creature, stitched together by way of betrayal and lace
You are evil in its purist form
Killing all those who strive to live the life they please
Yet you are blind to it
These puzzles and games will end, and so shall you
I shall dig up the old corpse of our former love and revive it with lightning and love.
Or die trying
Or rather, not try at all
You cant see what you’ve done and I have no pity for it, nor for you
Don’t question my actions when they are only in response and retaliation to your own
Go, foul wench, and leave us here, forever to mourn your first death and to eagerly await the second
It shall arrive sooner than you know
My chest is ripping apart with the force of emotions on the inside,
<3
But now recognized and remembered and rebirthed into a new form
I melt as mineral metal heated among the flames of hell would as I venture into the new you
As the former soul has been corrupted and buried as close to hell as reality allows
Now you fill me with a white hot rage incapable of self control and logical thought
You are in danger
I cannot be accountable for my actions, this beast within witch you have unleashed
You disgust me
I Utterly abhor your self and horridly despise you and anything with your scent
Such and ugly odor that not even shit covered, slop-eating swine can stand your stench
You break hearts and spirits all while playing innocent, a victim of the game
Well no longer shall I sit by and allow these atrocities to be unleashed on the poor beings with you so righteously destroy for your own selfish agenda
Im madly and eternally in love with who you used to be, but this new wretch, this chemical ex-lover, she is not so elegant, but rather a hideous creature, stitched together by way of betrayal and lace
You are evil in its purist form
Killing all those who strive to live the life they please
Yet you are blind to it
These puzzles and games will end, and so shall you
I shall dig up the old corpse of our former love and revive it with lightning and love.
Or die trying
Or rather, not try at all
You cant see what you’ve done and I have no pity for it, nor for you
Don’t question my actions when they are only in response and retaliation to your own
Go, foul wench, and leave us here, forever to mourn your first death and to eagerly await the second
It shall arrive sooner than you know
My chest is ripping apart with the force of emotions on the inside,
<3
Thursday, May 5, 2011
Skin And Steel (You're Better Than This)
we all bleed the same blood
the same rusting nectar
flowing forward in fluid motions from out open skin
epidermis and call walls
lovely as they fall, bringing forth the flood
retaliation from the freedom theyve been presented
they resent it
they need to be bound in chains
forced to live the pain, they slowly fade into pleasure
the steel sharply descends through the layers
slowly knocking down the body's gate
the crimson rapture is upon us
endorphins fill our hearts with a passion once thought to be lost
the addiction grows clear
the true emotions we fear
we hide amongst the shadows from them
leaving scars to prove that we grew
out of our forms, into something new
a hideous beats stitched together with tissue and tear
my dear
my dear
please end this
im here
im here
repent this
this night we wipe the slate
we shall renew our cause
no longer shall depression control our thoughts, nor our actions
we our free, and none shall resent this luck
as few shall ever live to see it
but for those who do
they renew
we are new, but still our own selves
this work is pleasure for me,
<3
the same rusting nectar
flowing forward in fluid motions from out open skin
epidermis and call walls
lovely as they fall, bringing forth the flood
retaliation from the freedom theyve been presented
they resent it
they need to be bound in chains
forced to live the pain, they slowly fade into pleasure
the steel sharply descends through the layers
slowly knocking down the body's gate
the crimson rapture is upon us
endorphins fill our hearts with a passion once thought to be lost
the addiction grows clear
the true emotions we fear
we hide amongst the shadows from them
leaving scars to prove that we grew
out of our forms, into something new
a hideous beats stitched together with tissue and tear
my dear
my dear
please end this
im here
im here
repent this
this night we wipe the slate
we shall renew our cause
no longer shall depression control our thoughts, nor our actions
we our free, and none shall resent this luck
as few shall ever live to see it
but for those who do
they renew
we are new, but still our own selves
this work is pleasure for me,
<3
Monday, May 2, 2011
Sacrifice, Weep, Learn, Destroy, Change, Rebuild, Peace
I want to see the pain of everyone in the world
manifest itself into the from of a girl
so beautiful and full of pride
a physical form to tie to a stake and bury alive
i want to smell her rotting flesh
i want to dance among her ashes
i want to desecrate her grave
until the dark emotion passes
i want to feel a happiness
only familiar to my past life
a goal only accomplished by taking that fucking harlots life tonight
the flames cleanse me of my eternal rage
so my good intentions will live to see another day
the world will go up in smoke to form a new kind of monster
peaceful and loving, without all the hurt
the blood and the dirt
grow a new life for all where conflict in unheard of
we will all live in perfect harmony
without hate, without drama, and without the lies of matrimony
nothing is holy
we will push on
and we will rise above this pressure and sing our songs
this is the future, i tell you
one day youll all see
this world of hate will always be a world without peace
we must change our ways and move on to the next day
stronger, and brave, we will be here to stay
this is not a bloody revolution, but a cry for real change
not just a symbol
not just a name
but action, today.
now!
worlds worth of words are leaving my mouth, yet i fear no one is hearing them,
<3
manifest itself into the from of a girl
so beautiful and full of pride
a physical form to tie to a stake and bury alive
i want to smell her rotting flesh
i want to dance among her ashes
i want to desecrate her grave
until the dark emotion passes
i want to feel a happiness
only familiar to my past life
a goal only accomplished by taking that fucking harlots life tonight
the flames cleanse me of my eternal rage
so my good intentions will live to see another day
the world will go up in smoke to form a new kind of monster
peaceful and loving, without all the hurt
the blood and the dirt
grow a new life for all where conflict in unheard of
we will all live in perfect harmony
without hate, without drama, and without the lies of matrimony
nothing is holy
we will push on
and we will rise above this pressure and sing our songs
this is the future, i tell you
one day youll all see
this world of hate will always be a world without peace
we must change our ways and move on to the next day
stronger, and brave, we will be here to stay
this is not a bloody revolution, but a cry for real change
not just a symbol
not just a name
but action, today.
now!
worlds worth of words are leaving my mouth, yet i fear no one is hearing them,
<3
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