From now on, i will attempt to write one open a day and post it here.
even if it isn't the norm.
i commit to this. though i don't know how long for.
as long as my heart and mind allow it.
<3
Thursday, February 28, 2013
Do We Still Love?
The scent of my freshly brewed tea creeps from my warm mug into my nose
unmistakably, you are there, in my mind, as bright as the day we professed our love
you are there, in the background of pictures long since forgotten, blurry, out of focus, yet present
in my dream, do i dare question that subconscious love of ours that we professed so long ago rearing its tried and tired head my way again? what possible force brings these emotions back to mind?
so many questions i may never have answered, by fear or by common sense
i hope, more than anything, that these feelings subside and lay back down to their bed once again, beneath their quilt and eyelids shut tight
this pattern does not need another set, and my heart needs no more pain, nor does it deserve such
and i do not wish any towards you in any regard
though i cannot help but ask myself, do we have enough left to waltz once more beneath the pale light of the stage? or have the soles of our dancing shoes worn past repair and seen their last pirouette?
have the beams dimmed and burnt out? does the ballroom sit vacant and abandoned?
so many question i may never have answered, do you ponder these thoughts in the night the same?
before all, i must know that, for it only takes one spark to ingrate a flame, even once forgotten, they may burn again
do we still love?
Returned, Hopefully,
<3
unmistakably, you are there, in my mind, as bright as the day we professed our love
you are there, in the background of pictures long since forgotten, blurry, out of focus, yet present
in my dream, do i dare question that subconscious love of ours that we professed so long ago rearing its tried and tired head my way again? what possible force brings these emotions back to mind?
so many questions i may never have answered, by fear or by common sense
i hope, more than anything, that these feelings subside and lay back down to their bed once again, beneath their quilt and eyelids shut tight
this pattern does not need another set, and my heart needs no more pain, nor does it deserve such
and i do not wish any towards you in any regard
though i cannot help but ask myself, do we have enough left to waltz once more beneath the pale light of the stage? or have the soles of our dancing shoes worn past repair and seen their last pirouette?
have the beams dimmed and burnt out? does the ballroom sit vacant and abandoned?
so many question i may never have answered, do you ponder these thoughts in the night the same?
before all, i must know that, for it only takes one spark to ingrate a flame, even once forgotten, they may burn again
do we still love?
Returned, Hopefully,
<3
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