The Lunar Queen Of My Heart

Sitting here, my rough elbows upon the windowsill, glancing towards the bright moon, I see her eyes in the sphere, knowing that she sees mine staring back. Our lunar reflections shine on our hearts. Though our evening provider of light phases in and out of entirety, our emotion does not, we remain strong, even when apart, even when the microscopic bastards of non-health attempt to separate us, I never give up the hope that every next day may be our reuniting. For no matter how slivered the earthly moon becomes, it never fully looses its rays to slice through the midnight black, and I follow suit, defining solidarity, knowing no matter how many jokers I draw from the deck, I hold out my own small sliver of hope that my next turn will provide me with the queen of my heart, my darling lover, and that we may rejoice in health and prosperity, for not just our hands, but the hands of tomorrow as well.



I've never once lost complete hope in us, even when my hand was in anothers.

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Questions Of A New Heart

Her mere scent intoxicates me, god damn, I start to lose touch with reality, or maybe this is truth and ive been living in heresy? how can one woman provide such divine ecstasy? Perhaps the reason is as simple as her to me meaning more than anyone or anything?

 it never ends

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Half-Hearted Rant

Subtle texts with sublime undertones, most deaf to the message unless they are already aware. How could we have been so blind until mere decades ago? Do we blame ignorance or arrogance for this lack of fact and faith in that very principle? I write not to disrespect, but merely to redefine your definition of truth and set right your moral compass. I do not claim to have all of the answers, nor do I believe anyone does, as life’s journey is about just that, the search for ourselves and for our fellow man. Simple fairy tale rederic and a rancid bathing of the brain in iron age myths does not define who we are or should be and does not give us origin. …This rant is of a mute point and would better be delivered on more passionate terms, for my mind is elsewhere and has been for many weeks. I shall continue such torment of the lost on another eve.

worry not my darlings, I've still got the fire that made me a monster, I'm just waiting for the right moment to burn bright on the matter again

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Stagnent Minds

Damned be these viral consequences, a whores mouth more welcoming than this sudden lack of respect, for I cannot bare the weight of such actions when the fault is not of my own accord. I merely scoff and shrug off the issue, how can such thoroughly tongued words and heartfelt sentiments be attributed to childish behavior on my part, I wasn’t aware you grew out of discussion and compassion.

Is it simply fashionable to disguise yourself in the body of those whom you so richly despise or are you so uncertain in your stance that youll stumble and fall flat upon your empty head when introduced to the slightest bit of confliction, so you hide behind a false face and never make a shift, even in the slightest.

Such a closed mind could never realize failure and certainly would not admit such a mistake. Shame does not cover the contempt I have for the willingly ignorant, breeding slaves to your fairytales and blinded views. I cannot stand by idly while impressionable minds are made to rot in stagnant non-thought. Slowly slipping into the conformity of wasted youth and wasted minds.

I digress from the point at hand, which is simple and sorrowful. I have no understanding of this new form of abrasion, so passive aggressive I nearly mistook it for hatred. This however is merely defensive and will hopefully fade as health is regained. If this does not occur within a relatively quick pattern, I will be forced to retaliate, unfortunately, with the might of a mind soaked in freedom and the power to use it.

These days in which we are alive and aware need to be days of progress and of love. I see nothing but the brightest of futures and endless potential for our beating, bleeding hearts, but only if we strive toward those stars and we allow these old bones, which are our foundation, to grow and strengthen.

You must relinquish your anger and remove all senses of arrogance in order for these ideas to become realities. I exclaim this, not only to those of my own personal life, but to all those listening around the world. We have everything we need to become what weve always thought we were, all we must do now is act, and quickly. We are what we let ourselves become.


I ramble, but I mean well,
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The Beginning of Something Truly Beautiful

Such a bright light cuts through my darkness like a blade through the flesh and vein of my wrist, though this temptress has no hidden blackness, no bleeding aftermath, only holding the beauty and the heart for which I had nearly given up the hope for finding inside. My hands trembled, my legs quivered, and my eyes lost all sense of respect and control as my love entered sight, clothed in the finest of cloths, wrapped in the softest of silks, dawning such a shimmering, golden crown, fit only for the purest of souls. Her reach extended to my fallen body, writhing in the filth id become accustom to calling home, to attempt to raise me from beneath the brimstone which I had so willingly buried myself under alive.

In that moment, as the dirt and dead flesh was being brushed from my person, I had found a peace. Such a monumental peace, unobtainable from singularity, no matter the effort placed into such endeavors. While I had been content within myself, somehow, whether subconsciously or not, I was striving for more, and when my final ounce of hope was nearing depletion, and there was nothing but a black infinity surrounding, a small glimpse and then a supermassive explosion of potential and elegant maturity invaded my near reckless mind and I knew the incredible opportunity and passion with which I had been presented, I would not let it slip through my skeleton fingers once again, no.

Now, as I rest in the garden of such health and happiness I had only dreamt of sharing with another, I realize that, while I denounce such ideas as luck and fate, there is something here which I cannot, even on my most brilliant of days, word and explanation for. As time lengthens, my smiles grow wider and if they are to continue such movements, my lips will bridge the modern world, and you could cross the atlantic and the pacific on my straightened teeth. And we shall, through time, journey round this blue planet, hand in hand, heart in heart, mind in mind, together. My future is brighter than ever and my optical orbs are adjusting to the beauty of such a gift. Never have I felt more at home than within these walls paradise.






No words will suffice,
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A Bright Beginning

Here i lie, in the unmistakeable darkness, a personal custom I've become accustom to. how slowly does time travel here? hours, days, weeks, months...years...how much time has passed? no sign of light has ever shown its soft face, not truly for that matter...a solid, damp prison built from the brittle bones of my past mistakes, somehow inescapable in my mind, I've come to terms with my new home. a false happiness brought me here. scatterbrained is this former so-called life...

when suddenly...

a ray, one single ray of the brightest go lights slices through the black as though it was nonexistent. the intensity too bright for my now nocturnal eyes. "a fantasy" i proclaim, for there is no such luck to bring me this gift. my optical orbs adjust to the new sight, the most beautiful vision i could ever dream of in even the deepest of slumbers.

just as sudden as the first ray appears, it is joined by another razor sharp blade of light. and then another burst of warmth, and then another, and then it become apparent. i accept the new fate with open arms and a smile as wide as an ocean, for i know what is approaching, and i will not deny it, i cannot deny it...


a new journey has begun.




good things come to those who wait,
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