New Beginngings And Purest Fucking Hatred

I have an explicit hate for you....



many apologies my loves, for it has been ages since out last encounter, but do not fret

many great things lie in the coming times

i promise

this lack of action has not been in vein.

pumping

bleeding

living

for all.




this is truly a mind fuck...,

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Life Today

The world
we all live upon this floating rock in the ever growing infinity
we all know and experience it, in one fashion or another

we begin as innocence and evolve
we are creatures of adventure and of mischief
causing trouble, yet with no ill will, nor hatred in our bones

this place...

it kills that care free, lovely and loving spirit
we are broken down, bones unto dust, minds unto mush and love unto rust
forced into the mold of our forefathers, failures in their own right

this trap, laid with such careful construct, that the slightest touch sets into motion its fiendish plan


we must rise above this, see the world for what it is
the dark forests of this world scare away all light, but if we climb, just climb, keep pushing ever higher, we can see shimmers, glimpses, and finally full cast rays of beautiful light and freedom

so many are blind to this, and many fail to ever even see half a meter of the brightness or sing a mere note of an individualists song

together we can, and together we will

rise up and, with our hands and feet and bodies as one, we will climb out of this grime and grit, claw ourselves up upon the tree tops, closer to the sun, and look straight into the new day, ready to be our own.




today beings a new, and yet so old...,

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We Are Falling, Autumn Leaves

Bleeding amongst fallen leaves
we fall as one
we fall upon our battered knees
we fall upon our broken stems
our rotting corpses left here to deceive
the tales we weave, of our failure to ignite the flames
forever dirt
ashes that were never burned
compost and decay
stepped upon
underfoot and undertow
drowning in this pain im far too familiar with
and just as leaves, we fade through red, orange, and onto gray
never to return to our former glory
a glory bestowed upon me by a wretched harlot
agonized by her inability for compassion
she created and eternal death machine, natural and yet seemingly human
time may decimate our forms, but my truest emotions of the purest hatred for that mirror image of lucifer, spreading lies and filth, shall never falter
we are all guilty
and so we must cut down and remove all trace of this tree of existence
and with such actions, put a permanent end to the annual falling of the leaves
our own personal fall from grace
and no more shall blood and nectar be spilled in the name of hearts and hurt again.
never again.


nature is beauty and we are simply destroying it, why?,

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The Path Of My Life: Purest Evil - The Betrayer

I despise what youve become
such a perfect reflection of betrayal
constantly killing any chance for our past to resurface
and yet you are so blind to it, so completely numb to it all
you see no wrong in youre actions, as if you are some impossible Omnipotent being

such existence is the bases of the lies that are spread with rampant speed

ive faded into the background, youve turned unto the next page
forever leaving me behind to be crushed underneath the weight of the dead wood piling above me and leaving me no light to read future words by

you move from life to life, creating differences and ruining perceptions
then, as quickly as you entered the room of acquaintance and friendship, you remove yourself form the scene, never to be filmed with the cameras of retinas again.

i fucking boil with rage as such think headed and numb skulled actions from such an intelligent life
i cannot forgive this time
lies upon lies have dug your grave, a tomb underneath six feet of bullshit that youve spewed into our innocent minds and hearts, causing us such pain, for witch you have no remorse

you are truly an idiot, and completely unaware of that truest of facts.


ramble. rant. rage.

none of these shall change your selfish and immoral ways
it is a shame that we must pass from each other under such circumstances
but you are a beast, horns, hooves and all
leaving nothing left in your path but the negativity you so highly preach against

a fucking hypocrite and a champion of all anti-heroes
you are the purest evil
you are the betrayer




learning to cope from this horrid and hidden attack from ignorant arms,

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Friday The 13th

We shall see how unlucky this day superstition and weary minds is
tonight, we shall see how well we can survive, all in one piece, or pieces rather
i shall report more upon this matter soon


with love and agony i attend tonight's events,

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(Not) Seeing Eye To Eye

Staring deep into your vision pools, I see a beauty long forgotten
But now recognized and remembered and rebirthed into a new form
I melt as mineral metal heated among the flames of hell would as I venture into the new you
As the former soul has been corrupted and buried as close to hell as reality allows
Now you fill me with a white hot rage incapable of self control and logical thought
You are in danger
I cannot be accountable for my actions, this beast within witch you have unleashed
You disgust me
I Utterly abhor your self and horridly despise you and anything with your scent
Such and ugly odor that not even shit covered, slop-eating swine can stand your stench
You break hearts and spirits all while playing innocent, a victim of the game
Well no longer shall I sit by and allow these atrocities to be unleashed on the poor beings with you so righteously destroy for your own selfish agenda
Im madly and eternally in love with who you used to be, but this new wretch, this chemical ex-lover, she is not so elegant, but rather a hideous creature, stitched together by way of betrayal and lace
You are evil in its purist form
Killing all those who strive to live the life they please
Yet you are blind to it
These puzzles and games will end, and so shall you
I shall dig up the old corpse of our former love and revive it with lightning and love.
Or die trying
Or rather, not try at all
You cant see what you’ve done and I have no pity for it, nor for you
Don’t question my actions when they are only in response and retaliation to your own
Go, foul wench, and leave us here, forever to mourn your first death and to eagerly await the second
It shall arrive sooner than you know


My chest is ripping apart with the force of emotions on the inside,

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