(Un)Lucky Enough For The Lightning To Strike Twice

I was Lucky enough for the lightning to strike twice

Following chiseled footsteps of my previous life

The thunder clashed along the path, oh, it lit up my world

A flash of something more than plastic dreams, I was so sure

Though mistakes paved my way, I continued towards the glory

What a false, fucking fake. She put a plot twist ending to our story

Such abrupt did her emotion cease, leaving me motionless

A soaring bird put to rest

Wings clipped, no longer would an aviary love rise above the treeline

Old oak, strong spruce and dense pine, not ever green again

Endless winter, and atrocious abandonment

Life deciphers the soil from the pavement

A forest grown on the apex, the peak of confoundment not the peak of a mountain in the crests of my EKG waves

I wave goodbye to my illusion, set out to sea, compass and confusion

Im due south of heaven and north of hell, I cant believe such lies, ive no soul to sell

Her words are worse than bible pages laced empty promises, for her tongue penned a story of worth, my heart shed surely win

but later actions revealed a weaker heart

a junior mistake repeated from my senior start

though now ive left the woods and I am on my way, dismount my darkness for a brighter day

ive found a ray of hope in my blackest dreams

a faint glimmer of gold, a silver shimmering …

nothing makes sense…

what will make sense?

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Blood Mouth

The sores that plant their seeds in my moist mouth, they wreak with a silent dissonance, its inescapable, nor would I want to, for I find comfort in the chaos. My verbal muscle, not the chords, but the tongue, it converses with the foul, faithless beasts. Though I cannot fault their existence, for theyre here to teach, to force my hand, born to inspire, built to expire, an oral fixation put to paper

Rested And Ready

After a long break, I've been inspired to come back and continue my works. expect great things, for my inspiration is nearing a peak, oh i hope for a delicious climax 

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People Never Change

The warmth of summer drains the anarchy from the desolate winter months, we were just kids back then, now grown up from such youthful darling cunts. We plan to spend an evening swimming in the sea of conversation, arousal of the auditory noise, like our favorite radio station. Next the a roaring fire we were sat, our words soaring silhouettes of acrobats, retelling slave stories from beyond the grave, our mere mortal fears more likely insane, and when the sun filled the sky, as the moon so late at night, its beautiful rays, on my face, they did shine. I made my way home into a brand new light…until my darkness returned to me. This home now Is a house where my phobias dwell, and with one fell swoop, im dragged straight to hell, My empty picture frames stared back at me, their blank expressions taunt me miserably, reminding me to dot my I’s and cross my t’s. 

Something Else

I found love in the fucking strangest of places,

The past? Yes, but I didn’t fully erase it

It came back, but something new, my tongue, It could taste it

Lessons learns from previous crime, no, I will not waste this-

Second glance, second chance given to me in faith, that im a happier man, I might be destined to stay

Though destiny is a farce, more often than not, im at a loss for words…

Forward moving, thinking, breathing, living in the fast lane

My heart is happy yet my mind remembers past pains

I do not linger on the thoughts, but some dark nights I cant refrain

Oh how I miss your silken touch, fantastic thoughts I cant abstain

From heartache to heart break, I thought I seen it all,

Empires of love built before me, just to watch them burn and fall

Crumble into ashes worse than the any flames that hell might bring

Though with this masterpiece weve painted, I can still hear the birds sing their beautiful songs.

finished? I'm not so sure,

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No Words

My heart a flutter, my pulse racing for the first time in what feels like ages.
acting as rose petals, the warmth of our emotional embrace blooms with extravagant beauty
the likes of which my mind denies me the words to describe.
though luck, not fate, have any business here, or in any plain of reality, i cannot explain what these feelings mean to me, not matter how true and heartfelt the effort is.
the ability to properly show such an arousal of emotions eludes me, even to this day
however, that does not shy me away from the attempt

no matter the obstacles, our hearts shall overcome all odds, i know this.

beating, breathing, becoming something so much more than just that which pumps our crimson nectar of life from vein to vein
all previous expressions defined indescribable and irreplaceable.

a trillion letters forming a billions words across a million pages incased in hundreds of thousands of books sheltered in thousands of libraries built in hundreds of cities of dozens of countries a part of our one turquoise and verdant planet could even begin to define the truth that is my feelings, but i will never give up the hope that i may some day reach that place.



as long as i have the inspiration in my heart, my writing will never cease

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