Real Life

So many wonderful and insane ideas are pouring from my mind for this concentration photo project ive been given. weve been given.

portraiture was my chosen focus and i want to put my own spin on it. i want to evoke emotions and disgust and lust and hate, but also create a piece people can relate to.

death, hate, suicide. yet, life, love and perseverance.

i want to prove to myself and to others that i have talent, or in the least, a vision, for photography and portraiture in photography. even though i have the vision, im still just a human, and one who hasnt taken all the opportunities for success given to him. .... the blame is squarely with me.

lets be real, i will put every ounce of myself into this, but im not going to reinvent the wheel. my photos will be good ones, yes, but they wont change the world. i sound quite arrogant in my above ramblings. its funny to me. i dont understand why i have this mindset though.

i feel as if im not making sense.

im not sure.

i just want to do well on this project. i have 9 weeks to show what im made of and to prove to myself and everyone around me that i have the chops to get it done and done well. all i truly want it to look at my photos and be impressed with myself and with my quality.

good luck to all in my photo class.
lets show him that we can be just as good as last years class!
or almost as good.
haha
forever and never yours,

<3