But i am without words or passion for such activities at this juncture. i wish you all the success in the world. its funny how the world works.... im sorry....
my head is a jumbled mess right now, so many ideas whizzing around my cranium and dangerous speeds and organization of such thought is damn near impossible.
it seems as im not the only one with problems, as i have read many things that are surprising and upsetting at the same time. i wish i could take all the negative energy and destroy it and erase it from the minds a hearts of all whom it plagues.
i want to live in that utopia... or perhaps i dont? such an idealistic thought.
hmm.... would boredom set in without any conflict, even in the slightest? and then after, the resolve of such horror. im not sure, for i have never experienced such of lived a life of peace entirely.
i wonder what the future holds for me
for my friends
for my family
for my love
no one can know, and no one can tell.
does it truly matter in the long run? most likely, i would say not.
i am emptying my head for the evening before i engage in listening to some ace tunes and then head into a slight slumber for the hours i have left until my blaring alarm clock resets me for another day.
my head is still full, till the brim, but never spilling, not as often as i would hope at any rate.
save me?
someone?
anyone?
this is all babel
good evening ladies and germs
always trying to figure it out,
<3
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