A dedication to a fallen lover
she passed a mere few years ago, yet her love still haunts me
some people claim to see her around, one young man even claims to have coupled with such a female form.
i dont buy it
there is not enough worthless money in the world to bring her back from death
i was there they very day she was buried, tears flowed as wine flows, as rivers flow
such a beautiful darling, lost in to the smoke and ashes
a verde fog of dissonance and fear
the product of a non-existent home and a maternal hatred
she used these hindrances to adopt her crutches
such elegance and talent...
wasted, in every sense of the word
she was burned in her own flame
her own faults
never seeking help, nor any attempt to free herself from such a personal hell
simply letting the flames engulf her...
now coals and ember
her heart, her mind, her body, all dead
all lost to the darkness of death and decay
i miss her dearly...
but i must push forward!
move ahead and travel to a new love, a truer love
such shame we all must feel at moments such as these...
rest in peace my former darling
for we all must do so...
never truly finished, i shall return to this matter soon.. sooner than i would have hoped... why must i return at all?
<3
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