your words hang heavy in my heart like an albotross pulling down upon my neck with the force of a thousand rotting corpses, rung with guilt and old recourses. my eyes melting from the pain, no,i shall never see again, nor would i want to suffer through such an ugly view, all the hell you put me through produced the fire that has forever damedged my optical orbs, nineteen years and mere whores are what have dragged my down, throught this muk and filth, taken against my will, now i havent anything but hatred for the aformentioned, i am ashamed that i was fooled by your effervescent lies, so beautiful and bright, nothing quite like it... but i shall push upward through the grass and the soil, the bones and the roots, a constant vertical climb, oh your plans i shall foil. youll never claim me, not fully, not today, for today represents the beggining of the price youve to pay, a price set in stone, chiseled with the bones from the latest fucking victim to call you their house and their home. upon entrance they are doomed, forever to stare upon the clock, never a tick nor a tock, the world locked and they are eternally a prisoner, no bars, merely the mind inside their thick, oblivious skulls... no, not now, nor ever in time, shall i ever call you mine, shall you ever call me yours. i am moving up, i am moving on, a new day, a new dawn.
darling, I'm trying to die without you by my side in my mind,
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