i was a sucker for the synergy, yet you loved me so minimally
though times have changed, our love deranged and managed to bring me doubt
was it merely that i craved towards what i could not keep,
or was it truly something more? i abhor every spec and scrap of this speculation
the degradation, the humiliation, i pay forward my pride of the heart to the lovers nation
i sifted through my thoughts thoroughly, preferably in my off time and when I'm not clouded by fear.
19 years. this is where I'm at.,
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